apologies

for my erratic nature.

cognitive dissonance too great lately. shut down all means of communication indiscriminately and not personally.

all invoices will be settled in the 30 day billing cycle.

all dishes will be washed and racked.

all spirits will be absorbed through poetry.

lol.

such little concentration. so bad with people. so sorry all the time.

much better to write and not be sorry.

that is what i intend to do.

apologies to any whom my pathology injured in past.

i am feeling much improved already.

i guess it's the reason people go on retreats.

but since i can't do that i'm doing this.

i'm sure some of you have tried this before.

it's sort of like rebirth isn't it?

not to have to delete one piece of spam.

or worry what someone really means by that sentence.

i lock my door upon myself.

i remain most attentively.

yours.

xo b