Sonnet (Myself as Camille Claudel on FACEBOOK)

I feel bad when I get rejected by a poet on FACEBOOK
When I get rejected by a young poet with a douche beard
I feel bad when it happens
I feel bad and I Google the poet to try to find out

I try to find out why the poet rejected me
Is it because I am too old for a douche beard
Is he gay? Is he straight? Did I stalk his boyfriend?
I don't understand these complexities of life!

Should I ask the douche beard on his face why?
If he's handsome in Google Image Search should I feel worse?
Does he feel I'm a liability to his poetry?
Is this a form of psychoanalysis provided free?

Should I write him and beg leave of my senses

Should I worry I am merely dreams that pose as defenses?